Ahsoka sat down in quietude, she relaxed her body, and steadied her breath.
Like so many times before, she entered her own mind. She was in a state of deep meditation just like her master shown her so long ago.
Except... this time was different, no matter how much she tried, she just couldn't grasp her connection with the Force.
She purged every possible momentary distraction from her mind, she's done it before so many times, so why can't she do it now?
Nothing seemed off and yet she couldn't feel anything, what was stopping her?

But what if... she pushed it a bit more? What if she's simply clinging to her ego too much?
Why not try removing a more permanent part of herself?
It seemed a bit scary when she thought about it, but... it will certainly her help connect with the Force, right?

She focused again, steeling her resolve, she cleared her mind of all momentary distractions but once again it didn't bring her any closer.
It was time...
This time she really put all that meditation training into practice, there was no place in her mind left for hesitation.

...

With a pop inside her mind she finally felt it, Force coursing through her body!
But... what did she do? Did she remove anything from herself in the end? No matter how hard she tried to remember she simply had no idea what was gone in the first place.
It clearly worked, however, her connection felt stronger than it has ever been!
So, what if she continued? Just a little bit...
Scrubed some less important parts of her personality, maybe some old memories she doesn't need.
It shouldn't affect her much but it's bound to make her a better Jedi!

...

With another pop she felt another rush of power, a clear sign her decision paid off!
Again with no clue about what's gone she started searching her mind for other things weighing down her ego, like...
*pop*
like what? She felt the Force growing stronger but did she even intend to remove anything? This time she didn't even remember finding anything to forget.
Ahsoka was getting nervous, perhaps she should leave her own mind, stop messing with her very own self before she does something she can't...

A pop inside her head stopped her thoughts.

What was she supposed to stop? As hard as she tried to remember, everything about her seemed fine.
*pop*
More than fine actually, with her newly improved power she felt better than ever.
*pop*
Maybe it was enough however, Ahsoka decided to leave her own mind and return to the real world.
Happy about the prospect of telling... 
*pop*
someone? She couldn't remember her master at all for some reason but she was sure he, or she is going to be enthusiastic about the progress she made!
She started focusing on her mind again, trying to wake herself...
*pop*
how odd though, she learned so much about meditation yet for some reason she couldn't remember how to...
What if she just tried using the Force to force herself awake?
*pop*
But how? It seemed like despite having so much power she had no idea how to use it, like she never learned how to control it in the first place but...
*pop*
of course she didn't, right? She didn't remember ever having any Force training, that seemed way too advanced!
*pop*
She could still feel it in her however, all that Force going through her veins and...
*pop*
...
What was she thinking about?
She now felt, empty?
Like something should be there but simply wasn't?
She tried to remember, well, anything but all her searching was fruitless.
Just floating shards of her fractured ego, odd scraps of memories she couldn't make sense of.
But she remembered, she was still herself, she was still a proud soon-to-be Jedi, she was Ahs-

One final pop reverberated through her mind, or rather the space where it used to be.

...
...
...


She woke up and instinctively grabbed her head.
Looking around, she had no memory of this place, no memory of anything really.
It was a desolate place and no matter how long she waited, no one came. She stood up and started walking in one direction, she's bound to find someone at some point.
...
It felt like hours later but she found someone, a guy on a scooter quickly approached and she accepted when asked if she needed a ride.
The rider was nice, left her at the nearest city before heading off once more.
-Good thing I found you, can't imagine a cute girl like you being able to defend herself out there, heh!
That last remark did something to her, maybe she started to remember.
But, was she so defenseless? Yeah... as new memories came flooding in she remembered, she was always scared of danger, so delicate, thank god she found someone to protect her, no way she could survive on her own!
She wanted to thank him but he must have left while she was lost in thought, oh well.

Again, she was wondering - where to go now?
Unsure she started walking through random streets and alleys, hoping something will refresh her memory. So deep in thought again she bumped into a particularly large, mean looking alien.
-Watch where you're going, you dumb bimbo!
After exchanging these few angry words he went on his way but it made her feel... something?
Her mind tingled, suddenly feeling clouded, dim, like it was working at half capacity, if not less...
But, that can't be right... Despite everything it felt natural, like, it felt totally so right. She was, like, always totally like this, like, wasn't she? Dimwitted and stupid, a complete bimbo. Like, always!
Yeah that's totally right!
All those memories came flooding in, she remembered how she always had problems with, like, education, big words, maths and stuff!
So she totally dropped out!

That made her soo happy! She was getting somewhere, remembering her old life! But, like where did she live? If she could, like, find her name or something...
Maybe if she, like, asked that sleazy guy standing in a dark alley over there? What if he knows something about her like the previous guy?
-Hey, mister! I totally, like, need help!
-Not interested, I'm already broke this month.
-Like, whatever do you mean, mister?
-You're just some cheap whore looking for money, aren't you? Scram, I already spent enough on those today.
That was, like, totaly it! She was finally remembering!
Most of her life she spent standing in these dirty allies waiting for her next client, it's, like, such a competitive job but she was so totally popular once she dropped her prices to almost free!
It was, like, totally difficult making due with so little money but it was totally worth it! Remembering all those different cocks, all those monsterous aliens fucking her all night for 5 credits gave her butterflies!
-Are you... okay, lady?
-Oh, like, you totally helped me out, thanks!
-You're a real airhead, you know that?
-Wow, like, thank you for the compliment, mister!
He backed off, a bit weirded out and she was left alone once again.
She felt it, she was soo close! She almost remembered everything!
But who could, like, know more about her?
She thought, really, really hard. It took all energy from her now miniscule brain to figure out what to do but she got it!
If I sell my body every day then someone, like, at the brothel must totally know about me!
And so she went, happy she's for sure about to regain her old life for good!

Entering her nose was immediately assaulted by the smell of smoke, sweat and various bodily fluids.
A familiar scent! She must be, like, totally so close!
Her excitement was cut short, a woman sitting at the reception noticed her.
-May I help you?
-Oh, yeah, like, I'm totally lost! But I, like, know I whored myself around these parts my whole life! Do you maybe, like, know my name?
-Never seen you before, you do know though, this town is our territory, right? If you whore yourself out in this town, you work for us!
-Ohh, so I must have like totally always worked for you guys! Where do I, like, sign in?
-I just told you I never heard about you, sigh, whatever. GIRLS! Grab Cindy here and take her to the changing room!
-Oh, is my name, like, Cindy?
-From now on, yes.
-But, like, wasn't I always called Cindy now that I think about it? It's soo cute, isn't it?
-Yeah, whatever. By the way, better save up some credits to improve that boring body of yours, how can you get clients with tits this small?
She was right, for some reason the thought hasn't occured to her but she was, like, totally so bland.
She needed bigger titties, rounder ass, fuller lips, she simply had to get whatever improvement her surgeon could provide!


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Few months later Anakin finally managed to get a hold of some reliable information on his former student.
Managing to track down the city in which she was seen for the last time, he made his way there with haste.
It was there, going near a shady building a familiar voice called out.
-Hey, hunk! Would you, like, like to fuck?
Anakin turned around before processing what he just heard.
Before him stood an obscene female Togruta, her skin in shade of fake tan.
Obscenely large tits sticking out of her chest like they were bolted on, ass so large it clapped with each move she made.
She took another drag of her cigarrete.
-So, like, what's it going to be? My pussy is way too stretched for human cocks unfortunately but I can still, like, totally suck you off! Just 1 credit, like, the cheapest you'll find anywhere!

Anakin just turned around, it simply couldn't have been Ahsoka, he thought, before walking away without a word.

-Oh, like, what a shame, guess I'll have to find some other guy fuck tonight...